Nuance & Noir
The nuances of spiritual and energetic attachments are so interesting to me.
Uncovering the mysteries of why and how an attachment happens is fascinating, of course. But I think what really makes my brain tingle is the moments spent finding out who an attached spirit is.
In a spiritual consultation, I learn so much about the client before me, of course. My table is a place of radical vulnerability and trust.
But there is something so… strange and… beautiful, perhaps?? about digging up the lore of those who haunt us.
It kind of reminds me of my love of film noir…
In film noir, there are no “good” characters. Everyone is flawed. Everyone is morally ambiguous and compromised.
The nature of these characters can illicit all sorts of feelings: shame, intrigue, disgust, excitement, curiosity, lust, grief…
What makes these films good, though — at least, why I think so — is the complexity of these characters. You can hate one of them for their actions, but empathize with their choices; feel frustrated, but also vindicated by their behaviors.
There are no golden nights or perfect victims. Every character is messy, corrupted, and, well, human.
Perhaps I look at spiritual attachments the same way. Sure, there are a few entities I’ve encountered in my work that are, without a doubt, deplorable.
But for the most part, it’s murkier than that. It’s messier. It’s opaque, and tangled.
My guía principal, Felicita, removed an entity attachment from a client at the end of August. What struck me most about this particular removal was that the entity transformed, with prayer & Felicita’s care, from this kinda scary, melting-candle-wax-w-red-eyes into a child.
Just a boy.
A boy who didn’t receive the care & protection he deserved when he needed it most.
Together, Felicita and I elevated the boy’s spirit. We offered the child spirit gratitude for all they had done, and wished them a fresh start in the afterlife, in the next life.
It’s interesting how energetic & spirit attachments can form.
In this particular case, it wasn’t that an evil spirit sought my client out. No…
This attachment was conjured from a need for protection that they weren’t receiving from those who were meant to be responsible with their safety when they were at their most vulnerable.
So this entity formed, to fill that void. A lost spirit, who saw themselves in the suffering of the living, trying their best, from their place of naivety and fear, to give that protection.
Sometimes we outgrow our old protection mechanisms & practices, and that’s what happened in this case. A spirit who, for all intents and purposes, was ill-equipt from the start, attempted to offer protection and comfort (and perhaps at times did), but turned, eventually, into looming grey cloud of fear, hesitation, and self-sabotage.
I watched as that entity-turned-boy took the hands of the angels, timidly, but willingly. Ready to be well. I saw the relief and release in my client as the clearing came to a close.
What a gift. What a life. To sit at my table, a vessel, a channel, and witness these beautiful, messy, imperfectly perfect… miracles.
Xo,
MoM 🪭🌹✨
